I dont feel anything. whats wrong with me?

i know this feeling... i think its because you feel, apart of you has died.. maybe your mom moving away? when people leave they take apart of you with them. you lost that part and now you are at crossroads with your feelings, you dont know how to be again.. you dont have a base to build you happiness on again because you dont know what your base is. one day you will know exactly who you are because you will find yourself again and that is when you will learn to be happy. but you have to remember it all depends on you, no one can ever 'make' you happy or sad or even depresed which is what i think your experiencing, and have been for some time.. you have a choice and right now your choosing not to be happy maybe it because your not strong enough. you did not love that boy.. but for a second you realized your feelings came alive.. it was because you realized you were with someone who was actually worth feeling sad. theres a quote "i am so happy to have someone who makes it so hard to say goodbye" or somthing like that what im saying is... maybe you dont have enything to actually feel happy or sad, maybe nothing at the moment is worth it.. but htings will change if you are open to it:)